Request: Am I relapsing or am I just poor?

2021.09.22 11:18 EDPostRequests Request: Am I relapsing or am I just poor?

So, between the ages of 15-19ish I struggled with an undiagnosed restrictive eating disorder. As far as physical symptoms go, it never got that severe, but it was extremely mentally taxing, as it consumed a majority of my daily thoughts. Eventually, the obsession with it subsided as I got more determined to recover for the sake of my future family.
Fast forward to several years later, and I'm living off of my savings in college, besides a small income from a part-time minimum wage job. I had all these plans for what I wanted to cook and eat for myself in college so I could eat healthier (meaning, actually eating fruits and veggies on a daily basis and skipping the ramen). But sticker shock quickly set in; combine that with anxiety about my financial future, laziness from depression and schoolwork, and I've headed the opposite direction. I find myself avoiding buying food under any circumstance. I avoid going to the grocery store, I avoid going out to eat, I feel good every time I skip a meal because I think of the money I'm saving.
However, I haven't started eating more, despite having less reason not to. My parents are kind enough that they're now giving me $20 a week for food. I find myself feeling unreasonably guilty about eating my boyfriend's food. And besides, I'm rarely in the mood to eat, especially if I'm really hungry. Occasionally, I just feel a general fear of eating food.
But it's not like I'm afraid of getting fat, like before. I rather wish I were more muscular and curvier. Although I will admit that, deep down, very specific things like seeing a bigger number on a scale, or pants feeling tighter trigger me.
Is this an eating disorder? If you have any coping strategies or directions I can pursue out of this, that would be great. Also, I have a therapist already, but I can't seem to find the opportunity to bring this up with her.
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2021.09.22 11:18 DreamMacaroni Would an internet collapse be beneficial for anarchism or would it be an absolute disaster?

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I was reading about a potential internet collapse in the coming years that could last weeks, months, years or decades, back in the the 19th and 20th century, anarchists and socialists didn't have internet, they organized in ways that are not very familiar to me.
Nowadays anarchism is widespread on the internet (and as graffiti), if the internet collapsed then what would happen with anarchism?
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Hey I'm new to the community and to hydroponics in general I learned what it is when I was young and I wanted to build my own garden and I think it's finally time after 7 years I have so questions:

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Thanks guys I hope that I'm welcomed here!
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