Low self-esteem due to racism

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2022.01.16 21:23 Emotional-Reason-774 Low self-esteem due to racism

I found this sub recently and I'm not sure if I should post this here but I'm originally Sri Lankan and grew up in a rural town in New Zealand where 95% of the population was white. As you can imagine I experienced a lot of "casual" racism (curry muncher, terrorist, rapist etc). I once filed a complaint and basically, nothing was done except the student was told I snitched which sorta made things worse. So in order to combat this, I developed some sort of defense mechanism where I would just talk shit back whether it be racism, body shaming, self-deprecating, or just other cruel stuff. Which sort of actually worked and other white kids found me funny and accepted me. I noticed other minorities would also do this like Blacks and Asians. However, I think without noticing I developed a really bad self-image of myself, thinking as she'd never date me I'm brown or I can't do a job like that it's for white people. However, looking back I had quite a lot of girls interested in me which I just ignored.
When I turned 18, I moved to Auckland which is a very multi-ethnic city far from home where like 40% of the population is mixed. For the first time in my life, I actually discovered I was somewhat attractive as I had much more success with women. Probably due to the confidence I gained from not feeling like an outsider. I'm currently in University, hitting the gym and other hobbies and my self-esteem has improved a lot when I see other successful Lankans, Indians, etc. Though I still can't shake this feeling of being inferior to white people. It's mainly due to seeing horrible things on Reddit, Youtube, and Instagram about brown men being creepy, weird, and portrayed as unattractive. It also doesn't help that my mother is Eurasian although I look full brown so she constantly white worships and puts down other Sri Lankans. I was never thought Sinhalese (my language) so I always felt like a fake Sri Lankan as well. I'm currently dating a girl I thought I could never have and on my way to a good career (hopefully). Though I still feel like I'm not worthy of things like I'll be scared of the way people perceive me as some creepy or dangerous brown person. Is there a way of unlearning this self-hatred or would I have to immerse myself more in my culture or something?
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